I remember a time.. When I realized how to channel my emotions..
After moving 4 the 3rd time in the last 2 years do to changes in parental arrangements I found a performing arts skool down the street from [her] house..”south Fulton County art center”
A place of perfection..there i performed in a play “I know were I've been”
A black empowerment play in a predominantly white neighborhood.. {perfect..}
The name of my monolog was songs of Jacob zulu. (I take a mine and blow up 4 white people in south africa..) Although this was the first time i had to stage cry..countless time after time my performance was terrible, until
Another day passes in which i feel the need to inhale stress and exhale relaxation.. yet i wonder why cant i just be happy by myself.. so many years of taking in all of this smoke at such a young age that i just seem to see no other way.. "your gonna regret that one day.." my father says to me as he walks out the door.. never has anything he has told me been wrong.. yet still i smoke.. and drink.. and fuck..and suck.. all to for fill an endless hole in my heart.. though once the high goes away.. once the crowd disperses.. I'm left.. alone.. misery isn't without company, but company doesn't stay forever.
I remember a time.. When I realized how to channel my emotions..
After moving 4 the 3rd time in the last 2 years do to changes in parental arrangements I found a performing arts skool down the street from [her] house..”south Fulton County art center”
A place of perfection..there i performed in a play “I know were I've been”
A black empowerment play in a predominantly white neighborhood.. {perfect..}
The name of my monolog was songs of Jacob zulu. (I take a mine and blow up 4 white people in south africa..) Although this was the first time i had to stage cry..countless time after time my performance was terrible, until
Another day passes in which i feel the need to inhale stress and exhale relaxation.. yet i wonder why cant i just be happy by myself.. so many years of taking in all of this smoke at such a young age that i just seem to see no other way.. "your gonna regret that one day.." my father says to me as he walks out the door.. never has anything he has told me been wrong.. yet still i smoke.. and drink.. and fuck..and suck.. all to for fill an endless hole in my heart.. though once the high goes away.. once the crowd disperses.. I'm left.. alone.. misery isn't without company, but company doesn't stay forever.
You think you know me, but you don't.
Do you?
You think you care, but you don't.
Do you?
Because you don't know how much i cry, do you?
You don't know how much i lie, do you?
You don't see how much i hurt,
you don't catch me when i fall,
you don't see the pain i see,
or taste, or touch, or feel.
Do you?
You told me you loved me, but you didn't.
Did you?
You thought you cared, but you didn't.
Did you?
And now you know how much i cry, do you?
and now you know how much i lie, do you?
And now you know how much i hurt,
will you catch me when i fall?
And now you know the pain i see,
and taste, and touch, and feel.
Do you?
{I find myself lost within my own mind as if the real world isn't satisfying enough 4 my imaginary soul.} ^_^ life's weird.. [but sain enough 2 keep me here] shh...as i was saying the best offense is a good defense ;-D @.@
bitch dont kill my vibe... bitch don't kill my vibe.. nigga gona ride, glance at bitches from the side.. nigga gona ride.. hit yo bitch & turn her white.. make u bitched know that this is how i like to ride.. [pause] open wide, see me ride straight from the side, then run away and hide.. bitch dont kill my vibe.. whenever i see u i just want to go fuckin cry..damn my mother fuckin god keeps asking niggas y.. bitch don't kill my vibe.. bitch don't kill my vibe.."look at me hoe i swear to god ill kill u if u lie.. " lookin down from the world from like.. 3 planets away i got my drink i got my cup and u dumb bitches is gona stay so, bitch don
its maddening how people think with age u gain experience.. this may be true in some ways, but not intelligence.. they say your parents only have your best intention at heart.. yet now I've realized that if you want something done you gotta do it yourself.. humans just cant help u in ur goals & parents will truly procrastinate the day away.. love is just a word.. the emotion conveyed in the word is what we should truly look forward to... find some one who has ur best intention at heart..& love that person as if they were the last being on this insane & corrupt society.. its so hard trying to go through life.. alone.. do we really gain experie
waiting 4 some one to come 2 my door.. i sit,, alone.. losing myself in a trip as recreational use..but the pain in my brain.. doesn't ever feel the same.. MY MIND..FEELS SO BLIND.. 2 A WORLD THATS DEVINE...that around me... the halation's never stop after the trip is gone.. then i start 2 realize that living this way makes me the only one...seeing monsters in the night...not knowing whats right...never knowing when 2 to fight.. or just even be .. bright..
^whats positive is negative and if u never ever think ur life is better then anything^
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yolo...just so you know I'm not so kool I'm fuckin ice cold.. i got the power of Poseidon cause I'm fuckin bold.. don't fuck with me cause ill mother fuckin kill you.. now nigga thats a fact, and this shit is true.. i take a hot bath just to wash off my steam, now it might look like I'm mad but i with not (not) to be mean.. i get my money [GET MY MONEY] cause i fuckin go.. i got the swagga of mic-grubber just so u might no.. hustle harder then the niggas on hustle and flow, gettin noise bleeds everyday 4 some reason i like 2 blow.. i got the groove step, and the shouty lean, clap if you want to but as you can see I'm fuckin mean!